Three weeks ago I met a really old lady while running one Friday morning. (Don't ask how, this kind of thing doesn't happen in the States. It's one reason I like this country.) Two weeks ago I went over to her house to meet her family. I met her husband and her son, who's maybe a couple of years older than I am.
We made nice conversation for a while, and it came up that the old lady ("April") has cancer. She got it a year or so ago, and it's pretty obvious that the cancer is winning. The husband and son went to another room for a while, and April and I talked alone some. Before she got cancer, she lived like most people here, calling herself a muslim but not practicing at all. When she found she had cancer, though, she started going to the mosque and praying and doing all the muslim stuff.
I asked her why she started praying and all, but I already knew the answer. She is terrified of death, she told me so herself with tears rolling down her face. She has no hope, she is going to die soon and go to hell, and she knows it. It terrifies her.
We talked for quite a while. I shared with her the only hope she's got, the gospel, and she thanked me, but told me she couldn't turn from being a muslim. I prayed with her and left some stuff with her, basically did all I could for her. Nothing mighty or showy happened, she's still going to hell. She's heard the truth, she can read it for herself now, but she hasn't really seen it. No one can make that happen but God.
I left the family a while later, completely sobered as I walked home. This is the end of billions of people's lives. Scared, hopeless, and going to hell. They fill up their lives with wordly pleasures and pursuits, not thinking about death or the life after death, just enjoying this life. But eventually, they reach a point when they can't ignore death any longer. Then they realize their hopelessness, their need for a Savior. Whatever people do in their lives, ultimately the only thing that matters is what they've done with Jesus Christ. It is a terrifying thing to come to the end of your life and realize what lies ahead after death.
It was a sobering night.